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Fortune Telling / Future Prediction / Decoding of Matrix / Numerology / Mysteries..

Spirituality along with the tarot, palm reading and other styles of seeing the program of human beings have been and is getting more and more popular as one read this Blog.

I have recently met a Fortune teller and in between another things that we have discussed – I have seen the typical pattern of the system of Fortune Tellers. And that is ‘Not questioning the predictability of the Matrix/Program’.

One would just based his prediction / words / sentences on predictable possibilities of the common  things that may and/or may not happen in the future life of the Fortune Teller’s ‘client’.

And here we are arriving to the main core of this blog and that is : The Living Word

What is one not considering is the ‘Complete picture of How creation works’ as we are in fact the creators of our realities and it makes No difference if One is Aware of it or Not. One however do create one’s reality in every moment of breath .

Unfortunately for the Fortune tellers and for their clients this ‘Little Detail’ has been missed and so Fortune telling is and always has been just a pre-programming of one’s future through the words spoken by the Fortune teller and of course through the acceptance and allowance of the client who is by this very act of Visiting Fortune teller basically saying “I am ignorant of How creation works and instead of me Investigating and realizing that I am the creator of every little sequence / of every little detail / of everything that exist in my reality – I rely on some ‘Coincidence/Luck/God/Higher Invisible Being/Energy/ Etc”…

And so If I will go and visit Fortune Teller to tell me something about my future – I am in fact within that act ‘Throwing away completely my possibility to be the directive principle of my existence and under the False perception of living well prepared for the future events – I am but allowing through my beLIEfs to already program/plan my future experience by the person who do not question the consciousness systematic program in the first place.. And so I walk and as I walk I forget what it was that the fortune teller have told me few months/years ago and then ‘Bang!’ the situation is here – the result and the consequence is manifested here in reality. Maybe not all of it – however some points I can recognize and so I believe that the fortune teller was right – that there is indeed some higher power and so I in the perception of easier life walk and walk like I have nothing to do with the things that are happening to me. Someone else is responsible – Ooh my Ego feels so great when there is an opportunity to point a finger…  Aaah..

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 I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that I am not able to see for myself what it is that I am creating in my world, what thoughts do I have so repeatedly, what emotions and feelings occupy my life moments that I have defined myself as and so within that seeing I can slowly understand what have I created, where it originated from in my life, what are the connections between my thoughts and reactions, what are the reasons for me to continuously follow the same patterns in my reality and within that effectively change myself and my world within the real in fact seeing and understanding that there exist no coincidences / luck / god / higher power and that it has always been me in every occasion and every little detail.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing the self-talk of positivity even though within myself in my self-honesty has been war / friction / misunderstandings / anxiety / dis-ease.

I forgive myself for allowing myself to believe that there is some higher power or that I have some higher purpose in my life and within that I have allowed myself to abuse myself as my human physical body and the beings / animals / plants / resources around me – because I have through the believe of higher power considered all other things / visible beings / touchable reality as secondary and less important then my invisible Idea of God / Higher being / cosmic Energy…

I forgive myself for not allowing myself to stand one and equal here with and within everyone and everything in every moment of breath – but instead I have allowed myself to live somewhere up there in the mind and believing the illusion to be the real stuff.

I forgive myself for not allowing myself to consider that it may be me that is directly creating everything, but instead I have had chosen apparently easier way of following the Idea of higher power  / God / superior beings / masters / Gurus / Fortune tellers.

I forgive myself for not allowing myself to stand one and equal to the whole existence – to myself – to others – , but instead I have allowed myself to perceive myself as Superior or Inferior depending on the accepted and allowed values and definitions within my mind.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to judge Fortune tellers within myself as negative, positive, harmful, useful, mysterious, magic – instead of me realizing that the only real stuff is the touchable stuff and therefore the ignorance of fortune tellers is simply not real – it is basically not worth of consideration as it is the basic principle of creation as the living word – as the ” In the beginning was a word and the word was a God{Man&creation} and the word was with God{man response able for the creation}.

I forgive myself for not allowing myself the simplicity of seeing that that what I will think and say – will simply manifest, because it is exactly that what I am doing in my reality.

I forgive myself for not allowing myself to see the importance of every word and thought – but instead I have allowed myself to accelerate these thoughts and emotions – so Now they race so fast within my mind that it take many breaths to slow down – to be able to see these thoughts in detail.

I forgive myself for not allowing myself to live within and as my self-honesty in every moment of breath here in the physical – but instead I have allowed myself to rely on some Invisible illusion of myself being saved from the mess that I have become and that I am certain , because I can see that as the results in this world  by some  God or higher beings .

I forgive myself for allowing myself to be surprised when I recognize in my reality that the things that I was only thinking about – are suddenly manifesting in my world.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that my life is based on luck / coincidences / higher power – instead of me allowing myself to realize that I am the only one who is participating in my reality / in my mind and that I am in fact co-creating this world with others as the group of humanity within which I have allowed myself to abdicate my responsibility for myself and for the group when I have stated that The responsible is someone invisible in who I believe to be somewhere in some invisible place and if this invisible being will want to make this place the best place for all – then it will be so – but because it isn’t right now – it’s only because this Invisible being has not yet made his direct decision and therefore we have to wait for him to sort out this world and so I within that belief can abuse and use as many as I desire – because after all – I am not the one who is making decisions here and so – I forgive myself for allowing myself to separate myself from the consequences and the results of this world through blaming and pointing finger unto some illusional superior idea in my mind.

  I have realized that me in my mind – Do not want to take into consideration the whole extent of the responsibility that I have towards life as myself as existence and therefore I am committing myself to live here in and as the physical where my starting point is Breath in every moment and if I will see my mind move and I will want to take a ride along with the thought as the typical behavior of myself in the past – I STOP – I breath – I breath through these patterns of wanting to participate in the thoughts / emotions and feelings and I re-direct myself back to Earth – I Earth myself back to real reality where I participate in every real space-time HERE Moment as the Breath of LIFE.

2012 Physical Incorporated

Reblogged from MarlenLife's Blog:

The extent of separation that we have lived in separation from our very physical body is absolutely abhorring.

One single eye twitch and we can know that we are activating an entire network of self created relationships that we have participated in a continuous period of time, in relation to the past that we re-create here when we impose our ‘human nature’ as an experience toward others.

Read more… 2,311 more words

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Tajná myseľ a myšlienky. Bernard Poolman (Slovenský preklad)

Japanese translation – Secret mind and thinking : 秘密の心と考え Japanese translation

オーケー、秘密の心 － 理解してください：あなたがもっと考えると、それだけあなたがもっと、あなたが自己 – 正直であるとき、そしてあなたが欺まん的であるとき、あなたが見ることをいっそう難しくする流出を作っているレを´します。

それであなたがあなたがあなた自身を浄化している期間を通して歩かなければならないことは、秘密の心の岬の中で、批判的に重要です － その手段、あなたが見るかもしれないように、欲望の流出を持つかもしれないあなたあらゆる形態の創造あるいは考えに対してのあなたの参加を止めている´レは、あなたを持っているものがすでに作り出されるという状態で － それを止めます,  そしてあなたが何があなたの世界に影響を与えるか見ることができる、あなたが Creating ではない、そして同じくあなたがただそれ、あなたがどちらによってそしてそのために立とうとしているかだけを作ることができるようにあなたが説明責任があるであろうこと。

あなたは慎重に他のビーイングをだまして、そして誘惑するために単語で、あるいは運動に関して、あるいは欲望についての考えについてプレーすることができません － どうか、このようなことをするのをやめてください、なぜならあなたは（彼・それ）らを傷つけないでレを´しますから、（彼・それ）らがそれのために許可を与えないなら、けれども、あなたがあなた自身の中でますます多くの不信を引き起こしているから、あなたはあなた自身を信頼することができないことにおいて、あなた自身を傷つけます,  
あなたがレを´するから見たところでは－－受け入れ難くて－－あなたが切望する何らかの形の流出を持つためにゲームをすること。

今、秘密の心を観察することにおいて、秘密の心、があなたが構成するあなたが考えること － 意見 － についてあなたの意見であって、秘密の心であることを理解してください。 あなたはあなたの意見を種々のインプットに基礎づけています：経験、言葉、あなた´ ve が読んだこと － あらゆる種類のこと。 

そう彼らは ‘ のよい」「悪を克服するためには、戦いであることを主張することは、 ‘ 、迷わされている、それは不可能である – あなたが悪を克服することができないためです。 今、あなたの秘密の心は「良い」の原則と「悪」の中でそして「良い」と「悪」の間の戦争の中で働きます、そしてそこでもし´ｔがそれをする、それは可能ではなくｓを´したなら、あなたは「良くて」、そして「悪」 － あなたを克服しようとしています。  
- は、同じような原理 ‘ 愛 ‘ と ‘ スポ」の適用 – そう ‘ を見た :’ 愛されている多くの方法と ‘ スポで終わったことか。 なぜでしょうか。 「愛」と「悪」の各他の完全なため。 

そのために「愛することはばかげています」特に誰も。 それはどちらかと言うと物わかりがよいです、ラブ Everything に等しく生活として － それの中で、あなたがもう「愛」と「憎悪」にあなた自身「付着」ではないから － あなたは生活と生涯にわたって最も良いことと生涯にわたって最も良いことにあなた自身「付着」です,  
あなたのために最もよい、あなたが生活しているのは、アプリケーション内で、そして生命のすべての部分を、あなた自身の生命のようなことになると、その平等 : あなたの生命の愛が有効な – と証明されたもので、それは永遠にサポートすることになるため、 問題無しになるため : あなたが生命に均等に好きになるため、生活でありませんでした、生命の濫用を受け入れるか、何もしないし、あらゆる方法であるのは、少し表現を受け入れる、司法妨害、生命のすべてのように匹敵する。

それはでありませんでした – のすべてのシステムがそれを作ったのは、男性に参加するのは、男性が存在しています。 あなたが責任が残っている – あなたが責任がある残っている。

システムや人工の欲に人のシステムを保護するために、利益を得ていたが、法が有効である。 それはすべての犯罪、幸いなことに、それが書かれていることが、これらのために書かれている、それはあなたの顔に責任のあなたのポイントとして提示されることは、ポイントになってくる。 そして実際にそれを見れば、言い訳をした。
あなたが意図的に人間の使役の目的のために、いくつかの利益と欲に参加した。 利益は、欲には、主な運転の力は、現実の利益、貪欲、後ろには、明らかに他の電力、コントロール内にある。 正当な理由は、言う : 「選ばれたことで合意したが、彼らはそれを」 – が有効でないことにします。
それらを意図的に誤って伝えました。 私たちは、存在のリーダーが不足していた – 存在であることは、すべての指導者、 misleaders- 彼らは故意に誤解を招く。 犯罪です。 その意図的な損害を与えているが、停止する。

もう一度、 : 私たちは、生活のために立って、生活のすべてについて平等であるべきことを学ぶことは、すべてのコールに、尹 -’TDO 場合、責任があるようにもなるため、立つ。 方法がないからです。 これは、すべての存在のために。 – あなたがいるとは、許可されているとは何か、そして、あなたが何について」を参照してください何が測定して病気。

 

Video-interview od Bernarda Poolman : Prečo rovnaké Peniaze?? (Why EqualMoneySystem??)

19.04.2012

2012 : Sex at it’s best ..?

Sex at it’s best. 

Since the beginning of my ‘sex career’ I always knew that something is ‘just not right’ while approaching the orgasm.

- One would say : “What are you talking about? Sex is the best thing in this world!”

Let me explain what I meant;

In my experience when it comes to sex – this is what occurs: I am enjoying the physical touch or with partner / or alone – I start to feel the ‘arousal’ or certain energy starts to move within my body , I am relaxed , breathing normally and I am here as my body which is giving me unconditionally the pleasure of playful touch , this continues for a few moments and then I ‘as the mind’ start to intervene!

Then – as soon as the mind – as the ‘desires and wants’ comes into play – I start to follow these desires and wants within my mind which consists of memories , pictures , feelings of shame and especially the desire for an orgasm!. As it is all intermixed..

And then it looks like the body starts to contract [the muscles] the breath is shortened in a way that I am holding the breath [in-breath] for several seconds and then for a moment quickly releasing [out breath] and then breathing in again to once again hold the breath inside. It looks like a forced pressure unto the breath / into the lungs in order for me to reach quickly the desired orgasm.

And so what I have realized is that : once the mind with ‘desire for it’ intervene – the energy which I have earlier experienced from within the physical body is suddenly putt aside [ aside - as more down  or less powerful / loss of this energy] as the mind now takes over and rule the situation through my acceptance and allowance ‘ fear of unknown & lack of self-trust ‘ , the breath changes from natural ‘relaxed’ into forced / pressurized and the muscles becomes stiff / shorter / ‘contracted’.  [ quiet interesting to see the word contracted within this context - as it is literally like a contract with the mind - that 'I am giving up this physical generated energy for the mind's purposes ] ..

And as I was growing up and experienced this pattern over and over again – I have been constantly thinking / talking to myself that ‘this time I will managed to stay relaxed – this time I will just enjoy this physical energy till the end , that this time I will at last discover   –     ” How does it feel to reach the orgasm completely relaxed ” ‘ – but I never did!

I always gave up. I always gave that energy to the mind . Maybe I didn’t know before  how to put it into the words or I have not gave it too much importance , because no one was talking about that THIS POSSIBILITY OF RELAXED ‘UNKNOWN’ ORGASMIC EXPERIENCE PRODUCED HERE IN RELAXED NATURAL PHYSICAL WAY BY THE BODY ITSELF AS BUT ONE OF IT’S FUNCTIONS!!- however these information wasn’t written in any newspapers / magazines or it wasn’t even promoted / shown through ‘Porn movies’.. So I thought that was OK – that was ‘normal’ to always after ‘mind contracted orgasm’ to feel kind of unsatisfied / empty / hungry even though it was ‘orgasm’ how it ‘normally’ should be..

And so the year of 2012 – the year when We will realize that there will be no ‘Space ships’ coming to save us from our ‘divided’ 3 dimensional Earth where we have divided ourselves into 3 parts [ The mind + The physical + The breath / The breath of life  ]  instead of being here as life as the body and the mind aligned accordingly to the previous two life giving factors as ONE as the oneness and equality of all life / existence here or there or everywhere as that what is in fact touchable and giving us the unconditional support / opportunity to experience ourselves – We have accepted and allowed the mind as the dictator / as that what Do not really give a shit about the physical and the life-part has not even been mentioned throughout the history books . The breath has been taking for granted by everyone and the spiritual  movements are but an exact same copy of religious thinking [mind fuck] where the only difference is that this time we all are apparently Gods – but no one is taking the action to do anything , only thinking positive which is but a ‘hoping and waiting concept’ of all other religious concepts.

Sex at it’s best in the 2012 will be here on the planet when we realize that 22nd of December 2012 is just another day and we still have not faced ourselves here / when the mind will be here with and as the physical / as the support for the physical – then the physical will ‘kick in’ and the real ‘Unknown’ will emerge from the physical. Then we going to have to invent new word for ‘Orgasm’ – LOL

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“Pay today for the consequence of yesterday & change today to live in dignity tomorrow”

I / We have recently visit one beach close by on Sunday afternoon. It was me , some of my friends and 4 dogs.

The dogs had a little swim and have been playing together, we played with them .

Then one of the dog went to see a little bit what is going on a little further along the coast and when she has returned – she had something in her mouth. I presumed it was some piece of sandwich that one couple gave her or that she has found something for bite.

And she did – and as she chewed that thing that she found – I heard suddenly a painful shout coming from her. I knew immediately that something was not right and so I came closer to her to see what is she chewing on .

All what I could see was a fishing line coming out from her mouth.

“She has swallowed a fish-hook that some fisherman left there unattended” – [I thought]

As I was trying to take it out by pulling the fishing line which was still hanging out from the dog’s mouth – I’ve seen another hook attached on the other side of the line. However it was complicated to took it out as it was kind of blocked inside her [was already deep then] and as I was slightly pulling the line out – it has suddenly separated and the piece of fishing line came out from her – NOT WITH THE HOOK THOUGH.

We have immediately called the doctor and some of us have said that ‘Hey the hook is here on the other side’ so it seemed like that she hasn’t eaten the hook – but Yeah – I heart that sound before so just to make sure everything is fine – We went to emergency Vet / Pet doctor.

When we arrived there – we had to wait for about an hour and as she seemed perfectly fine with her movement and behavior – I was calm and not so worried about that hook that I perceived she swallowed.

And then it was our turn. I showed the doctor the dog and explain him the story – he said few things and explained to me that we should do radiography / X-ray to be sure . Then I asked him the price and he respond that the X-ray will be 50Euros and the meeting / consult with him was 55Euros and as it was Emergency then another 20Euros on top .

- 125Euros = All this just to check if the fish-hook was actually there !

And when I asked him if we were able just to pay for the X-ray and that we don’t need to consult with him anything – I immediately realized that the consult what I wanted to avoid paying – was actually playing out in the same moment of my question .

Now – here comes the decision making : Even though I haven’t had money for it – I had no other options – I mean – this X-ray machines aren’t accessible and most of us do not have an education to be able to ‘do it yourself’ – so I have decided to do it [Obviously] as debt.

We made an X-ray and the answer on the screen was: 3cm Fish-hook inside the dog’s belly.

2 – hours has past since she ate it on that public beach -  and it was already in her stomach.

Then the Doc said that if I don’t have the money for operation I can try the traditional method which is : ” Give to the dog asparagus – vegetable – “and then wait for the excrement / shit – to see – and maybe it will help , maybe it will come out”.

And as he was explaining me the story with asparagus – I realized that this is the fish-hook we talking about here , and I didn’t trust it as it is made to engage with / into the flash.

So – I said we should proceed with some kind of medical – professional care / operation.

Then Doctor again looked into his price list and respond with the price for : ‘kind of’ simple procedure of placing the tube with camera and light with a ‘pean / tweezers at the front of this medical instrument – to be able to catch it and take it out from the dog’s stomach.The price of this procedure was around 220Euros and he couldn’t assure me to be in fact 100% successful.

So there was a dog with a fish-hook in stomach , me with a bill of 360Euros and the doctor which works 24hour shift to help in these kind of situations willing to help me/dog if I can get him the money within 24hours.

After that the dog stayed in the ‘pet-hospital’ – waiting for her turn to be cared for / operated with the Doctor. We went home and after few hours we got a phone-call that everything is Ok – and that it was successful – even though they had to use some other procedure.

However the dog was Ok – and didn’t have to go further for another more complicated and more expensive operation / stomach-cut or similar.

The Conclusion : All this has happened – because of one fisherman which possibly drank some beers and lost the touch with the detail here in the physical.

And if there wasn’t any alcohol – there was definitely irresponsibility of an action of the fisherman which has left his equipment just on the floor – on the public beach – where maybe isn’t as much traffic as on the beaches near big hotels – but there are daily visits of families with kids and especially people[barefoot] who bring their dogs for swim or walk – because on these kind of beaches – animals are allowed.

Now – don’t get me wrong – I am not here to blame anyone !

I am here to share realization in relation to – ‘How we all share this planet together and how it actually works’ when we say something like : ” We had an accident!” or ” You know what happened to me today?!!!”

Well – what happened here was an outflow consequence of an irresponsible behavior of one human being which is ignorant of being able to see the consequence of his actions . These consequences in our current system has to be paid by someone – As yesterday it was me – and tomorrow it will be someone else within / in different scenario.

We may call it “bad luck , accident or an unfortunate incident – However it is simply consequence of some human being who hasn’t recognize this simple consequence to be possibly happening in this reality.[How dumb we can be?]

I have been also like that – I didn’t care what can happen to someone else . I didn’t give a shit at all – All what I cared for in my past was me and my family .

This was my / our education. Education and the world of complete separation where we do not recognize ourselves as one and equal with everything and everyone , but we play a role of individual mind systematic parrots believing that we are so cool while not being able to see outside of this ‘apparently unique and special’ bubble / box.

However – it is January 2012 and in our current capitalistic system we pay !!!

- We pay for everything – every time – and in this pyramid scheme-system reality =  ‘Money Decides Who Will Live and Who Will Die’.                                                   Most of us surviving only [and that is not 'live' in actuality!]..

So at the end – when one looks at this whole point – one will see that :

Every movement that one do – every little thing one buys – the majority of this money which we spend are going to the only but a few Governors of our current money reality / our reality here on earth.

Our system is made in such a way that there can be people literally dying in front of full equipped super-modern hospital and no one will actually help them for free.

One cannot blame the doctors – because the doctor will most probably get fired if he helps  -  -  and one within that cannot even blame the system because that wont change anything as one will just get stuck within internal reaction.

And so – all that we can do right here and now is to re-educate ourselves into a human beings who consider everyone as equals and within that realize that we need to change the system where an access is given only to those who has the paper called ‘Money’.

And so within next few years we can establish together the system where everyone is included and the life is honored above everything and everything else will be here as the support for life . I am talking about Equal Money System

For now – I am paying the money for the consequences of my yesterday’s ignorance and irresponsible participation – and I understand that ‘Today I am paying for my own Yesterday’s Fuck-ups” , but ” If I want to see tomorrow differently - I have got to change myself today” .

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